Senin, 03 Mei 2010

i'm lost without YOU

My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever(Psalm 73:26)


Breathe -- by Michael W smith

this is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

this is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me

And I, I'm desperate for you
And I, I'm I'm lost without you

And I, I'm desperate for you

I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you.
I'm lost without you Lord

I just watched Darlene Zchesch & Hillsong @ Boanerges Festival's Openning Celebration than later on in the night since I couldn’t sleep, I spent my time in prayer. The song Breathe by Michael W Smith was the song that played in the background the entire time I was praying and the words in the song is my prayer to God as well.

At that night I truly felt God’s presence like no others, and at time when I least expected it too, and many things happen those past weeks that I felt like recently I just discovered the meaning of God’s grace. Grace is God’s unmerited favor for us when we LEAST DESERVE IT.

I learned that at the time when you feel most undeserving to feel His presence, or at the times you are just so focus on your problems, worries, weaknesses or when you are upset about somebody or upset with yourself or in confusion or you have walk far from God’s way or maybe you are at a place where you don’t know who Jesus is and you feel you’re so FAR from Him and far from being a good person, that is the time. MORE THAN EVER TO DRAW CLOSE TO JESUS.

He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak Isaiah 40:29

God knows we are not perfect and in the Bible says we are all born sinners, so why do we sometime like to think we’re to sinful or too far to just shout to Jesus?? Just call upon His name, just humble down ourselves and say “Lord I need you, I humbly down myself before you right now, for I know I cannot do anything without Christ who strengthen me”

Night that I was just blown away by His presence, as the lyrics from the song Breathe “I’m desperate for you, I’m lost without you” that was my words to God and truly truly I cant describe in words just how COMFORTING PEACEFUL JOYFUL FULLFILLING PERFECT AMAZING SAFE it feels when we are in His presence and when we humble ourselves in worship declaring the truth and promises about our God Jesus Christ!!

For we do not have a High Priest who cannot SYMPHATIZE WITH OUR WEAKNESSES,
but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need."
Hebrews 4:14-16

"'My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in WEAKNESS.'

“For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Corinthians 12:9-10

O LORD, be gracious to us; we long for you. Be our strength every morning, our salvation in time of distress. Isaiah 33:2

When we feel like we are weak, or we can’t overcome our weakness or we feel like God is so far away and mad at us or God is teaching us to suffer or anything like that,

Jesus is a loving father, what father wouldn’t want his kids to come back home when they have went away, lost, any good father would be happy for their kids to come back home, same to Jesus, HE IS HAPPY AND GLAD THAT YOU REALIZE YOU’RE LOST WITHOUT HIM, YOU CANNOT GO THROUGH THIS LIFE ON YOUR OWN STRENGTH AND YOU REALIZE THAT ONLY JESUS CAN FORGIVE YOUR SINS AND MAKE ALL THINGS NEW!!!

God knows we are not perfect and he takes us the way we are, he is not satisfied to the way we are, but he takes us and accepts us and loves us just as we are.

God’s grace comes in power in our weakness, at moment when we feel we deserve it! It also says and I truly experience it that we are saved by GRACE!

No right actions or how many times we’ve help forgive donate people or how many times we pray could make us deserving of the fullness perfection love Jesus gives us! He saves us! He LOVES us first. we don’t deserve it but that’s called GRACE! His GRACE is endless.

1 Peter 5:7 " ... Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you"

Psalm 21:1 " Be exalted, O LORD, in your strength; we will sing and praise your might"

So come boldly to Him, seek Him, worship Him to songs and sing it with faith, sing about how awesome Jesus is and how He will find a way when it feels like there’s no way (awesome in this place by hillsong or Don Moen “god will make a way) is just few examples of the songs and the words you need to be singing and declaring daily!

When we magnify and we speak and sing song of faith, it pleases God and it will give us peace, new strength and everything gooooood! Our problems will eventually become smaller! Keep worshiping when your in trials and tested times, God will never leave you, He will never forsake you, stop trying to figure things on our own and rely on our own understanding but magnify God

go seek him at times YOU LEAST WANT TO SEEK HIM, trust in Him and pray and shout to His name at times you feel like theres nothing you can do or you're too tired or everything is too late!!

Therefore whatever stage you are right now, far away, not believing, confused, regrets etc come humble down yourself to God, seek Him as Jesus says also in matthew He will give us rest to those burdens

His presence rush in and COMFORT ME AND STRENGTHEN ME like no other feelings i have felt before. He is so real He is so good and we are just so LOST WITHOUT HIM.

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